I don't know if you see me Or if you would even want to I don't know if you could forgive me But I have to let you go I let my guilt take over the fact that I wasn't there for you Which made me believe I was the reason you made such a drastic decision Even though you never believed it I do love you whole heartedly My feelings just could never be expressed the way you wanted them to be And I wasn't the perfect girlfriend but I seemed to be perfect for you If that doesn't show your character then I don't know what will Everything happened so quickly and it kills me that I have this great life without you Don't think of this as my goodbye because I know I will see you soon But right now my life is on pause because I lost you So if I ever loved you I have to let you go Even though by doing that I let go of my heart and soul