I do not wish
either to write
neither to read
I don’t know
....................indeed
...............................what
.......................................I need?
                                    
Feeling shy 'n' sluggish
relations became  hardship
heavy breath emotionless
drowsy eyes  sleepless

Cowardice mind, thoughtless
impaired soul,  reckless  
helpless and isolated life
wicked, hopeless, futile

Foul smell, tired,
sick posture
wounds never
opened to strangers

Yet my fingers showing
rebellion behavior
putting uncontrolled
phrases on paper

Still I
........do not
....................wish to
................................write

                         ­                            deovrat-21.08.2014 (c)