I can't stop thinking about you. I look in your direction and it physically pains me. 2. I burned poetry about you and her, the fact that I regard you the same way as her scares me. Something has changed. 3. I burn poetry as means of destroying myself. 4. Only I can destroy myself that way. 5. I miss you but I can't. Not today. 6. I'm gonna throw up because water has filled my lungs. Water has filled the space you used to. 7. Blood courses through and sometimes I wish it flowed out but *******. You made me stop. 8. Worthless. You told me I was not and now, that's how you make me feel.