I know I said I'm  done writing about him, but he was in my dreams
all night.  Even then, we didn't talk or touch but he was always there behind me.
I woke up when I  saw him looking at me,
and for a second as I took my first few breaths of the morning,
I could feel him.
My heart is bleeding, I think I can actually feel it, and it hurts.
Heart break sounds so beautiful,
but it feels like dying.

I know you can love two people at the same time. I know it because I've felt it.