y o u a l w a y s told m e i was too skinny but no no no i am beautiful, i am strong (stronger than i used to imagine i could be) and my heart is still thumping like it has been for all these centuries i've lived even after losing you, even after feeling like i wasn't enough to make you happy. b u t jesus c h r i s t i w a s enough i was enough i a m e n o u g h .