I want to be anywhere but here I want to scream at the top of my lungs and say "I was here" I am the anywhere but here girl but the essence of me is here to stay I will never back down and I will always stand strong I will be resilient and quiet but bold Because being stern is better than being a ***** and ***** I'm ******* done with this ******* so hold anything gross in your mouth and throw it up in the bathroom because we don't want to take it I am going to hug myself and love myself and envy my own being and when I do I will be free