High in the sky moon shines,
Far away on a tree owl whines,
Oppresive  and uneasy is the night ,
The sadness has returned with all its might,

Dark shadows, shrill screams,
Haunted and cursed my life seems,
Terrible memories of distant past,
For the lifetime will last,

The scars on the flesh may heal,
But the pain of your parting i will forever feel,
I seek joy on majestic green mountains,
I seek bliss around finely decorated fountains,

Everywhere i search for this elusive happiness,
But slowly and painfully, i am sinking into loneliness,
Because unknown and forbidden are the shores,
Which your soul now explores,

I wish i could fall into cold endless sleep,
Because the **** in my soul is too deep,
But i have promise and wishes to fulfil,
before i can allow this despair and sadness to ****,

So With broken heart, teary eyes,
I wearily live this life full of lies,
Wearing deceitful and sham mask on my face,
I have grudgingly joined this mad rat race,