The clouds turned grey today
Was it going to rain?
The cool wind started to blow against me
As I sat on the soft sand looking out to the sea
The waves gave me a memory
Back in the time where my heart fluttered for him
Where every color seems so bright
And his face was the one that gave light
Yet the cool wind started to grew colder
Giving a warning that everything is to be over
Is it already raining?
Or are my tears falling?
It hurts
To hear him say those words
My world fell apart
And felt like a knife stab my heart
The sea seems so far away from where I sat
Like taking away all I had
I could only sit still and watch everything leave
Though I wanted to scream
My mouth felt like it had sewn itself up
And could only wish for the last teardrop
I wanted the tears to dry away
Because maybe it might lessen the pain
I wanted to closed my eyes
And imagine everything is a lie
That everything is only in my dreams
And when I wake up everything would change the way I feel
But my eyes would not close
It held on to that sorrowful sight
He walked away
Again and again it replayed
I could not move
As the wind tried to
My heart started to feel hard
As it slowly broke apart
Still I sat still like nothing happened
As all the pain I swallowed
Til nothing could hurt anymore than what I already feel inside
And no one to confide
This is the fact of life
That with every pain we wish for lies
The clouds turned grey today
It is going to rain.