how i am failing at life:

1.
i still think of you

2.
daily

3.
i am trying hard to forget you, but

4.
you are all i seem to remember

5.
if i ever feel the need to feel you close to me

6.
i know exactly where to find your scent.
aisle 3. row 9.

7.
i assume you are not who you were anymore.

8.
i hold on to who you used to be, and

9.
what we meant to each other, and

10.
what we created.
what we brought to this space.
what you gave me.
what i cannot take back.
what i desperately want to.
what you cannot forgive me for.
what you can move on from.
what you have with her.
what i apparently could never give you.
what you two share.
what you two have.
what i am currently searching for for myself.
what i want for me.
what you no longer have.
what she will never give you.
what he one day will.
what you don't realize you're missing
but one day will.
what he will love about me.