I was all macho
about not caring
anymore..
Until I unexpectedly
saw him today.
It feels like the universe
wanted me to see how
happy he is,
what I missed out on.
I was pulling out of
Speedway to come see
my boyfriend, (who is late)
and there he was,
driving by me in a
truck,
on the passenger side
with his arm out
the window,
and a smile on his face.
He didn't even see me.
I was paralyzed.
The whole way to my
boyfriends I cried
and yelled at no one,
begging for an answer
as to why I just saw the
one person I never wanted
to see again.

I'm just gonna hope
that sometimes things
happen for no reason..