Ten** times a day or more, since I was nine I've wished you were here, but after eight years of waiting, I gave up, though I still think about you seven days a week six of those days I hide it well, but for just five minutes of the last day, I cry because it hurts too much to know, that our family of four is now a family of three and her and I; your two little sisters miss you so much I only wish, big brother for just one more day with you here