Apparently, I thump my thighs missing a beat left by my side in the argument of confusion...
Apparently, I look the fool aimlessly adrift forlorn in my abstract direction looking for keys...
Apparently, I’m not the boy playing baseball in back my house the weakest one doing his best to succeed, not to fail...
Apparently, I fantasize, still do at 52 ‘bout being the best standing straight and ***** at five feet two It’s always been...it always will...
Apparently, my dormant tracks came fool circle with endless Cheshire cat-like grins pretending I’m in but I’m not...
Apparently, and eventually the laughter subsides and the hurt hides inside while the clown reappears or the drum rat-a-tats and the pain still remains...
Apparently, I died a million times I’ve sailed the dreaded seas near and far upon the ship taking one last trip...
Actually, I’ve learned to cope to deal with the disease and live the life and the hand I’ve been dealt...