I am home and abroad. Alone wherever I may be, yet free all the same. I wonder how my memory will come to pass from this world. And if all the rumors were true in the end. I hear melodies from far away amongst the stars. But sometimes I forget to sing them. I see into the histories written upon my arms. And if I'm not careful, I may fall once again. I am home and abroad. Alone wherever I may be, yet free all the same.
I pretend only in the entertainment of nothingness. For infinity is where I divide my time. I feel naked and lost. Blind to myself, but still in the womb of the world. I touch the faces of gods and men in a storied darkness. Trying to find an answer to the questions I have not asked yet. I worry about the time I tinker with. Setting it aside to watch it crumble as I leave. I cry for the words that have fallen out of existance. Felled or fumbled by an act of disdain. I am home and abroad. Alone wherever I may be, yet free all the same.
I understand nothing. Not even my beliefs. I say something for the sake of saying it. And may that be a plea to heed the words I speak. I dream of waking up. With a mind wide open. I try for a brighter tomorrow. So that I can make my parents proud. I hope for a humanity that I cannot seem to boast. Finding myself to be stuck halfway through forever. I am home and abroad. Alone wherever I may be, yet free all the same.