5 :07
I'm not allowed to get overtime anymore.
I can't go into work until 8 pm to close.
I don't really mind.
There's nothing to do here.
I wish I had some cool hobbies.
I just sit around doing nothing.
Every time I think I'm gonna get a bunch of new hobbies,
I just never do.
I mean i'm always happy and I think that's what matters. I love my life really. I love it all.
I like to listen to Lana and Ms. Swift and I like to cook. I like to do girly stuff like put on makeup and do my hair and dress up. I like to make things. I don't know what to make though. I know that I can be really creative sometimes, I just gotta try.
5:12
Maybe I over think things.
I know I'd like to have a cigarette but I also don't want to smoke cigarettes because I don't even smoke cigarettes. I'd have a beer but that's almost pointless too.
I'd eat something but I'm not hungry.
I'd watch something on TV but there is nothing to watch and I've already watched too much netflix today.
I'd clean the house but I cleaned the house yesterday and not so much that I mind cleaning, I just don't want to feel like the **** maid. I always clean the house without being asked.
I'd cook something but I only like cooking on my days off.
None of this is relevant nor is it poetic and I'm just bored.
5:19
**** it, i guess I'll clean the **** house. I mean I do it so often now that my parents almost expect it from me.
HAHA
I wish I didn't even have to go to work, It's always easier to do things and to clean and cook and get dolled up and to have hobbies when you don't have to work.
It's silly, I'm literally just waiting around to go to work. If this was my day off I would have done a ton of things already. I would be doing something right now.
I could be doing something right now.
Bye.