See I got a couple problems A fact you might not notice see A struggling alcoholic That masks it with some poetry She doesn’t do it often Just times her soul is broken Breathe Resume with curse of self and see emotion take its depths I mean emotion makes a mess of me It weighs me down It’s drowning me I wasn’t always scared of death But now it’s all encompassing The lack rhythm in my bones May have some complex undertones Despite the stars regaling blaze I’m lost in self destructive ways