It's one in the morning. And I am not sleeping. While everyone else is cozy and dreaming- I am tossing and turning. Fuming and yearning. For your touch, For your taste, To hold your hand, Look at your face. I should go to bed, I should get you out of my head. But I can't. Because it's 1:30, And you still haven't spoken to me, Not in weeks. Just to be clear, I want this to be the last thing I ever write about the first man I held so dear. I want to not think about you anymore, I'll move on with my life and you'll move on with yours.