I measured the miles with the love that I had given to you as my heart traveled mindlessly across the thin telephone wire and countless text messages. I lost sleep over the thought of being able to touch you one day. I lose sleep over imagining the feel of your breath across my neck as you held me like I was the only **** thing that mattered to you . I see you in the midnight stars and in the empty crosswalks and in the scrambled words that litter abandoned buildings the words are a mess just like my thoughts are whenever I talk to you. I hear your voice in the back of my head constantly repeating the words i love you it's like a ******* record that is scratched and it won't stop no matter how many times I try to turn it off. I heard your laugh ring through my ears until I couldn’t take it anymore.
I'm sorry for taking so long, it was the traffic. so keep waiting for me—keep waiting, alright? i’m not far off. I’m only a half hour away from your heart.