I can't sleep.
And sometimes I wish
I could just leave
and go back home when
I wake up.
Sometimes I miss what my
life was like when I was
single.
I don't know if I see
myself spending the
rest of my life with him.
I STILL haven't introduced him
to my family,
and we're just a hidden
hermit couple
who doesn't even have ***
anymore.
I don't like it. This isn't what I want.

I am terrible at relationships.
A weird part of me wants to end
up alone.