For a while you acted as the only substance that could fill this void in my chest.
You were all I needed to be whole.
To be complete.
You gave me purpose.
Gave me some value when I felt worthless.
It's safe to say you were my better half.
Yet you made me weak.
Made me open my eyes and finally see.
That alone I am nothing.
Just a boy with a void that needs to consume something.
A hunger so immense that resisting would only result in the implosion of the broken man I have become.
You are the only one that could satisfy the hunger I have, to become complete.
You are that missing piece.
I am a vault.
You are the key.
You're all I want.
You're all I need.
My heart is starved.
It needs to feed.
Needs you to continue to beat.
But you wont see me on my knees.
Beggin' you..?
Please.
You helped me find myself.
Helped me realize who I am.
That I am strong and in reality I don't need you to stand.
I can make it on my own.
I can do it all alone.
Losing you was possibly the best thing that could have ever happened to me.