The feeling you get, when you are so terrified of everything, when you are so hopeless wanting to find reasons as to why you are scared but at the same time not wanting to think too much about it,
The feeling you get when you are all alone and you think to yourself what the **** am I doing? Trying to find answers that you don't have yourself,
The feeling you get when you find yourself questioning things you once knew you are sure of only because there's no one to remind you how you used to be not even yourself cause you are starting to forget
and you end up wanting to disappear, to be nothing rather than sitting and feeling all of those feelings cause there is no way out, you can't get what you want so it seems like a maze inside of your head, it all leads to something that might be wrong, what do I do? I wish knew.