Suburbia haunts me It's all around Everywhere I look I see it Cookie cutter houses Rich kids and their mansions Children enjoying the innocence of their youth As then there's me I stand watching all of this Running through the streets of my memory The alleyways of my childhood The sun turns to darkness and the shutters close My eyes, once looking out now look in And I see it I see it all Right there between pain and joy Suspended in an ever changing state Confused and abused Swallowed my nothingness Spit out by somethingness Struggling To stand To breathe To move on