I know your frustration your choked isolation a damaged bird whose feathers - cut n' clipped a fractured body constrained a wild living soul sliced n' pierced, stripped to the chore, heavy you display emotions so raw .... you fought hard, cried hard, raged ! & loved. with acceptance as your friend eventually fate found its way. Serenity pulled you through beautiful spirit, compassionate & brave at such a young age you went to your grave.