Opposition always eluding me fear of letting too much show letting it all go, having the freedom of always being surrounded by safety when all that falls away like the fluttering of book pages my instinct is to be terrified but the calm you emanate flowing and softly forcing me to face the secrets I've kept for so long it barely makes any sense why I've never actually known what I am made of my heartstrings close to my chest pulling in the words from beneath me the earth purrs with possibilities even if my brain gets in the way of my thinking, my thoughts can't help me stop feeling what I know as the ultimate truth - everything is connected. There is reason behind all the universe creates.