All over sudden,
life got so real again.

One big confusing blur of a summer.
The bubble popped.
Here I am.
Fully aware of my unawareness.

It feels incredible to be awake.
And it terrifies the living **** out of me.
Every nerve of my body tingles.
I can feel life in each and every one of them.
Life is so present,
I almost think I'm in a dream.
In a koma.
Dead, even.
When was the last time I lived, anyways.