I want my life back I want my wife back Want everything back that I lost Im willing to pay the ultimate cost Put my back against the wall and then I lost it all Wake most mornings sad I gotta face another day Wake most nights trying to keep the tears away I have to face the truth no matter what its become You try and make me wait You try to say the way its all going to go That I wont stay but I cant I just cant do this anymore Its taring me apart, my heart laying on the floor Im standing at the door waiting to come into my own My sole laid bare for all to see But still she cant see me From all that she read From all that Ive said I may as well be dead Standing rite in front of her yet she still doesnt know me I cant do this anymore My heart lying at the door Its all been a lie and its to hard to try I cant fix it now even if I cry Standing out in the cold with nobody to hold Im all alone with my fears I cant change the past nine years I dont want to leave I have to have some reprieve From all the pain Ive caused And now that I see just what your love means to me I feel that have to run Now that all here is done.
I wrote this back in 05 so no one go readin nothinΒ Β into it that aint there, you know who you are.