Ima boffo buffoon tryna buff up my boons But you know I'm a loon I'll deflate your ego balloon I'll howl at the moon and pretend I'm someone new Because your voodoo's got me hoodooed and I don't know what to do My identity is constantly being renewed tryna fit into the box of hardknocks and punch some sense into my tune because every time you pass me by I swoon And everyday I'm feelin more like a goon
Your comradery is as fictitious as cartoons I'm attuned to your thoughts but never immune We commune with such intensity Incessentantly Feeling better than I can bare to be Colliding the plate of our brains We shoot out thoughts to accelerate the seismic waves Sending the Earth to a fit of shivers And the accolade of your presence cascades Filling me up with a beautiful haze But gloom consumes the room when I resist the urge to importune
I search the dark nights for meaning but the positions of the stars give little light to character and feelings the sequence of animals coming to Budda's feast Cannot tell me how to outline this beast This recursion inversion has me wrapped in a cocoon Harpoon me, spoon me, it all ends too soon But my monkey men keep me feeling maroon They are the calm in the eye of the typhoon In my whirlwind of destructive desire The fire in my volatile emotions is like war paint Splattered across the canvas of my face But I cannot hide behind the barricades When your love for me is washed away
The rage possesses me in these dunes The heat and wisdom of the desert is hard to impugn But it dries up my mind and I dream of Neptune I love getting lost at sea but I'm drowning in this inability to ask when I feel like I already know the answer it's a self-fulfilling prophecy That I blame on our intrinsic nature to climb inside the stereotypes live a life of comforting obliviousness just as long as there's someone to share it with but label me as you wish I will not label you you have torn my heart in two but I still love you I’ve been so far in this deep blue sea I couldn’t see the forest from the trees All this time I’ve been avoiding the shackles and chains Of predispositional pain When it was a invitation for change It resounds in my head Evolve or be dead I may not love myself yet But loving you was my first step