i was never the origin of your misery. too busy with my own; but i'll hold you when days find their way down to cold. i'll issue soft brushes against your skin if you want reassurance, or warmth, or just to not feel so alone nights like tonight. at least, you ain't alone in that. and i could keep spilling the same sentences for fifty long years now, but i'm not entirely sure i can make it. without you, at least. so, here is where i'd typically say "but, of course, you'd never care. never come round.", but i'm clasping small hope. rings around the moon. i'm dizzy, just thinking.