I saw you today, we spoke and as we spoke you mentioned his name with the brightest most, exuberant smile and I died inside..... Fleeing your presence like a sinner scorned, I disappeared into the charcoal hue of the cold shadows of an endless hallway, fearing you might hear the echoing sobs and the saddest tears I cried for you. I prayed that very moment that my breaking heart might stop its steady beat, for my soul wanting for your love ached in the stabbing cancer of defeat. My starving heart bleeds tears of blood that flood my fading soul, drowning all emotions it may hold. Your captive image within my thoughts is all that remains, as I remain hopelessly blinded by the haze of my undying love for you, alone in complete darkness, dreamless, without you.......