I need a bigger audience That's what I tell myself I'm living by myself In a room full a people I'm invisible Then I realized it's spiritual My cross is different A cross none the less I stretch to give my best I'm out of breath after every single test My emotions are like oceans Wavy and unstable when a storm comes through Jesus, your armed with truth At least I know that truth Or believe it With my own eyes I never seen it Or seen a demon Or anything like that Which leaves me wondering Where are my eyes left at? Still not fitting in Nothing has changed since I was born here But I'm not given in My dream is not born yet