I struggle with my sleeping hours, and my brokenness. I struggle with so much, yet God is still with me here. I struggle with wanting to be married as well, still... My God loves me I struggle with loneliness and isolation. I struggle with life still I know that it is not my choice. Whether I shall live or die, so I accept my fate here. Because, I love my God and Savior and accept his decisions. He knows my future and my life's end, I shall trust him. For he is God and wants only the very best for me and others.