I still think about you frequently
And by that i mean every second
Of everyday.
I can't escape this broken heart
As if you were my first love,
Although I wanted you to be my last.
I've tried healing myself,
By dating other women
And yes, even men to.
Its actually became quite excessive,
But not one had been able to heal
The damage caused by you.
I want to move on,
I really do
But i also still want you.
In my dreams
You embrace me
And i glisten
But my dreams are always veiled,
And i wake in a state of disarray.
The while situation is opaque
And i feel oblivious
As i clutch onto something
That's no longer there.
But i visualize you
Still in love with me
Because i know
I still love you.