I want to stay, but god has plans for me, so I shall go. This hurts more than anything, but I'm growing and adapting. The pain, tears, stress, anger, is all worth it. You're not gone, you're busy for 2 years. You won't be forgotten. You were the glue that held the broken pieces, you can't be invisible. Things will change and rearrange, but will never change what's in the heart. There's a bond, hold on to it. It isn't fun, life wasn't made to be fun. It's how you live it, that makes it fun. Don't give up. Please. Once you're done, you can always come back.