But to me, it is all strength, The rush motivates in me A threatening power engulfing Every ounce of fragility.
Like dancing on shards of broken glass, Like prancing across hot coals and flames, A simple game of who can outlast, Yet dangerous, this playing with fire and pain.
The poison stings As it hurls and flings Its sharp jagged wings Against my throat.
Some call it weakness.
But to me, it is pure energy, Pouring into every pore on my body, Filling my orifices, filling my cavities, Exciting every nerve ending.
Lightening shoots from my eyes As I glance indifferently at the world around, It's always like this at first, everything disappears I'm just waiting to be filled with the thunder and storm clouds.
The liquid burns As it froths and churns And settles into the cistern That is my chest.
Some call it weakness.
But to me, it's a release, With my judgment altered I forget not to care, Suddenly I possess all these liberated emotions That nobody knew were there.
Maniacal laughter as I'm screaming inside, Filled to the brim with this fluid fervor, Everything is honey, finally feeling something, Participating in living life, not just an observer.
The spirit flows And the feeling grows And it only goes to show That sometimes those Who seem predisposed To glow... Are froze.