I know that fear of what tomorrow holds has caught lots of people. But it is time , to step up and be the very person God created you to be. I am in the same boat, I too must step up and be where Christ calls me to be. To be not angry nor afraid of what tomorrow might hold for me too. I could be and should be exactly where Christ has called me to be there. There was one place that Christ place me, I miss the people there. They show me truly how to love, since they loved me unconditionally. But out of my brokenness I left , lot was going on with me at that time. I was way too blind to realize that life would get even harder for me.