Why am I waiting for you ? why am I waiting for you to see my love? why am I waiting and suffering ?, why do I sit and allow tears holding a thousands words fall in vein ?, why cant you love me the way I love you? , why is it you and those before you found joy im my pain? , is this some game ?, am I the joker of the castle? , is my duty to entertain you and be thrown aside?, why am I waiting for you? , why cant I just let you go and tell you leave?, why are you my weakness? ,why is there no answers to all my questions just empty cold darkness