I've been trying To drink the same cup of coffee All ******* day And every time it crosses my lips It taste off Because I think about, You liking the way I tasted like coffee and sweetness When you kissed me that day At least you said I've lost another 5lbs I look better in a swim suit Than I did two weeks ago I smelled like chlorine and beauty And that's not even a smell At least you said I write poetry I think about How you missed my words Needed me around so badly At least you said I think you might have lied Though you promised me truth But if truth is what you've always said Then something has become a lie Or you don't know what you said