newspaper pages, leaving ink on my fingertips a taste I can't get out of my mouth & I can't re-bite that first bite. rough, textured like the bottom of a swimming pool and all I want to do is sit here. run my fingers over. in the slowmoving distortion of sound and sight. peaceful, not to know what exactly you're seeing, at first what exactly you're hearing, at first but you have to come up for air eventually