Tell me this, why is it that in immortalizing my thoughts into words, they make more of an impact than when they spew from my lips?
My heavy heart on paper with ink or in type--black on white--somehow are more symbolic of my pain and suffering than the tears I shed alone in my dark room.
The consequences of daily living are the most brutal, I suppose. In some cynical fashion, typing it out numbs the ordeal...hoping for a soul or two to relate to. Maybe, just for a night, a connection...some other nebula of mind and body to share our baggage.