I'm sorry, and those words are all I can really say. All that I have ever said to you. It must be frustrating to be where you are. I know, but I don't care as much as I did. I have sympathy for you and your situation. But I can't do anything for you. I'm tired of breaking off pieces of me and giving it to you. I am not willing to help you any longer, I am spent. I'm really, truly sorry for your unhappiness. There is nothing I can do for you, only what you can do for yourself. I keep trying to tell you that only you can bring yourself true happiness, but you never listen, never understand. Ricky, is a name I say mostly with a tone of pity. I'll send you your things back sometime in the near future. I hope things get better for you.