a 16 hour drive Indiana bound the road before me wound here and there as I drove the day the night filled with anticipation and lust for the farmer and his chickens cows and an old brown dog I was as free as the wind following the map to the small town that led me to him that early dawn and he was there by the side of his ramshackle house in his army fatigues and his long brown hair with a red bandana oh god was he as true to his photo even better and I did what farmers daughters do with handsome men in the hay loft where mice ran scattering and the chickens clucking and the cows mooing and the dog was barking as we lay moaning under an orange moon-it was 18 years ago and I dream of him still we loved and lost but the memories stay and linger still there is a lot to be said for Indiana country boys with red bandanas.