why must you ache inside? praying for someone to come along to stay up with you until three in the morning and listen attentively as you list your worries and passions and burdens, to be envious of your attention and hold you close without judgment to be there with you when you're feeling most alone to assure you everything will soon be okay once you forgive and remind you that every sunrise and crashing wave is a chance to make things right.
you must realize that no one will be waiting there with open arms ready to replenish every empty space in your heart.
no one will see you perfect, especially with those crooked teeth that you hate so much.