Maybe it's just because the color of these hillsides is a shade or two darker than the sky, but I am unwittingly content with these fiddle strings, nodding on the porch, under Christmas lights on a rainy July evening, peppered with the scent of apple cake and something smoky while our bare feet are stomping to my grandfather's lullaby-- a familiar melody that I've never really known, plucked and bowed, more sentient that I'll ever be.