Today is the first day of Spring, a significant moment when we shift into a different rhythm of sleep and wakefulness. When the dark turns back on itself like thick rind peeled from a fruit to reveal its golden glow.
That warm feeling returns, not just superficially - much deeper. Time has chance to saunter - people do too. They find a moment to talk with each other- too hot to rush off to wherever it is they're going.
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Queueing in the supermarket requires patience. People casually chat at the checkout exchanging snippets of gossip as though they've not spoken to a soul all winter.
Patiently I wait in line at the rapid-serve with my punnet of strawberries, their tempting fragrance filling my nostrils.
For a moment I am elsewhere- in a sunlit field, hovering over row on row of undulating furrows, where shy fruit hides under spread leaves- the ones that got away you might say.
Abruptly, my distant view's obscured by an unfamiliar voice:
You are English-yes?
I had been studying his back, muffled in a woolly facade of Tweed. For him, it was still Winter.
Ah - An English rose - yes!
He tells me how I resemble his wife and how she adored strawberries.
(simultaneously he waves over his shoulder to somewhere in the past)
He says he will never forget her, that once you stop remembering, eighty years of life becomes meaningless.
A warmness spreads between us like the weight of a cello concerto. A kind of sad happiness.
Later in the day, under the almond tree, I **** on season's first fruit. My tongue curls around a mouthful of forgotten language. I am not disappointed. It is impossible to believe how good it tastes- like life sometimes, when strangers offer a few kind words, filling the days with sweetness- the Summer coming.