i.e. such a ******* mess-- am i getting somewhere better?
i bottled my emotions,
then poured them on the floor
you slipped, you tripped, i laughed
I. i find notes you wrote me in my school planner,
this used to make me cry, today they made me laugh
II. i used to ignore your texts by opening them so you'd see but,
now they remain delivered
III. i used to get heart-pounding anxiety for going on twitter,
just to see your name. now, i've muted you
IV. i'm not scared anymore
V. i'm not scared