I spend hours every night worrying
All these years in pain and I'm still hurting
Don't wanna face tomorrow, life's not too much fun
So I wrap my lips around the barrel of a gun

I cry...but i don't shed tears
I scream...but i don't make a sound
I'm afraid...But i have no fears
I'm everywhere...but  i can't be found

You'll see tomorrow and all I'll see is black
I'm finally free from the world and I'll never be back
I'm no longer held down with these hateful ties
I pulled away the last piece of thread that fabricated my life

I'll live in your mind when i cease to see the day
I'll be the one holding your tongue when you've run out of things to say
Put pennies over my eyes and say a prayer for me
It won't be long till I'm absent from your memory

I cry...but i don't shed tears
I scream...but i don't make a sound
I'm afraid...But i have no fears
I'm everywhere...but  i can't be found