your hands are shaky and your mind is buzzed with coffee I can see it through your eyes-
they speak to me, tell me things about your prior life that you can't find the words to describe
it's okay, I forgive you. I'm on my fourth cup today anyways and well honestly the idea of life itself scares me, see, I'm not that courageous.
is abandoning you courageous? my friends think so. I don't, rather I think it was the cowardly thing to do- forget all emotions until I'm fully convinced I forgot how to love, no I just forgot how to need you.
I forgot that I want you more than anything and I forgot it's okay to feel,
I'm not human anymore and well that's okay