I have tried opening up
to him.
I started telling him about
my trich,
because lately I feel like I
need to talk about it more
than ever.
But I have no one that will listen.
He just sat there silently,
so I assumed he was listening,
but then the subject was changed.
Ow.
How can a person feel all of these
feelings and deal with all
of these emotions alone.
Tonight he gave me 15 minutes
of his silent time on the phone,
even though we won't communicate
again until tomorrow.

So I guess I will keep talking
to all of you,
in hopes that maybe one of you
is listening..
Just this time.