All these feelings which I hold inside me..
Lacking, or having more of
Love,
Simplicity,
Those simple things that keep me going.
But what about those things that hold me down?
Hatred,
Anxiety.
I may seem perfect, but I have those too.
Those things that tear me down.
Make me wanna scream at the top my lungs.
Maybe, hurt someone in a way I never thought possible.
Imagine,
All these things.
In me, outside of me,
Surrounding me;
I can't deal with it any longer.
I try to help,
But is it enough?
Is it worth me even trying any longer?
It keeps me running..
What does?
I'm not sure.
Confused is how I feel
Baffled about the choices around me.
Help me,
No one can.
I'm on my own..
Let me drift, far away,
Where I belong.
Hatred. Anxiety.
It's inside me, all around me.
Wont go away.