A family without trust, really isn't a family at all. Whether they are close or not, Theres still a big hole. The trust has been dug out, and lies have took it's place. I think I should a pologize, before it is to late. Some things I have been involved in, I know I cannot change. the future I can't control, or take back the things I say. My body's bottled up, with sad and awful things. I can see it in my eyes, but to them I look the same.