Where did I belong
When the night took over
When the rain was falling
And the playground was getting colder
When everybody's home
I become a hell of a loner
Until the sunrise again
Didn't wanna face the night hanging sober
Got older
Living most of my life on the line
Struggling like an injured soldier
With a damaged soul over time 
Gave up my pride for shelter
Sleeping in debt of a crime
The only medicine for living lower
Was getting high !
She told me watch me change a ****
But I couldn't let out the sadness
She didn't know it would take more than love
To **** this madness
In Blackness
That I stayed up with all night to practice 
I was honest when i promised to accomplish this ******* BLACK LIST Na
Too late i'm heartless now
And I feel like wrapped in chains
I don't think I can trust 
After what I lost since the day I fell off  insane
Suffering
Man i can't feel anything
I wake up screaming every time I'm dreaming of what demons are offering .